Archive for September, 2009

Cause We're On Our Way

Friday, September 25th, 2009

Another “end” to the week. The big windows with the fractures of white paint. Showing a couple of trees that had been shedding throughout the week. The bus driver that missed my stop, which can easily be forgiven. And maybe there was a reason for that…

I remember the first time we met. You introduced me to this band. It was late summer, going into early autumn. Right around this time. The transition of the season that year seemed easy. If there was any difficulty of seasons turning… which I feel there is sometimes.

I found these videos today. And what it revived in my head is that sense of community. The twenty or what it seemed like an infinite number of kids playing hide and seek with what also seemed a vast amount of natural space. Maybe the sense of community in these videos is clear. But you see it build up… the curiousity, sincerity, reflections, feet, fingers, faces, eyes. What’s in front of you and what you can see in your periphery. And the transitions, the movement from here to there just seems so easy.

What I Have is Right Here

Thursday, September 24th, 2009

September 20, 2009

Wet handkerchiefs. Dried up weeds between cracks of pavement. There was frustration there. I tried to leave it written on the page. September 22, 2009… frustrating day. The next day was better. And that was an important note. Not about the sun being absent. Or the humidity that caused rain. That was brief. Passing. It’s learning about good will. Turning things around. Ce Matin-La… the song we heard early Sunday morning. Happy trumpets. Strolling along quiet streets. Something good to remember.

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Thursday, September 24th, 2009

September 20, 2009

September 20, 2009

September 20, 2009

September 20, 2009

Some scenes from the day that was… my twenty-three. Thank you to a. & good health. The two that bring true pleasure and happiness to my life.

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New Moon

Friday, September 18th, 2009

basic space

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I was so sure my class wasn’t until 2PM. Had a good lunch. Looked at my schedule and realized that my class started at 1PM. It was 12:30. Everything seemed alright until that moment. Nobody likes this feeling… I looked at my watch constantly. A full minute seemed only a few seconds. But it worked out in the end. A little embarrassing moment doesn’t hurt. Every once in a while. Still a pretty good day.

10×10

Friday, September 18th, 2009

High Times

Thursday, September 17th, 2009

Don’t the dragonflies look like they’re flying in space?

I made scrambled eggs. With onions. A couple slices of Spanish bread. I ate this, while I read your description of clouds. Volcanos, whale rider. This came through yours. And I read Leonard Cohen’s Days of Kindness again. I was seventeen the last time I longed to read this. I don’t know why I decided to go back to it now. Maybe it was my departure from the usual cereal and blueberries.

This is a good way of knowing how much you have changed. I read this now. I see lights and I am blinded by them. I thought the poem was about sacrifice then. But now I see it only as a choice. And everybody makes choices. Maybe the tears were part of the sweet turned bitter. Of leaving something you loved. But it’s not always the case when you look back. And leaving something is sometimes good.

Then I turned my attention to William Carlos Williams’ Summer Song. Laid out beautifully on her page. I give you two poems, where both speakers have a date with the moon. And they follow it. And I saw your face in everyone, I swear. Those are the words that I followed, as I ran for fifteen minutes. Then a little piece of thread flew in front of face. From my hair. Attached itself from the bed. I blew it somewhere.

It's A Pleasure…

Tuesday, September 15th, 2009


(wishasana)

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I keep thinking about lying down. On a big patch of grass. With our shoes off. With some wild plants. I felt this song was just right. For that kind of thing. Even though it’s all in the mind. There’s still time for that, I hope.

Hair Like Spanish Moss

Sunday, September 13th, 2009

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This is Sunday. Blue sky. Fluffy pals. Soup of the summer. Wine.

Recent Bedroom

Saturday, September 12th, 2009

ready, set, glow

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Shadows of people flicker on the train floor.

Dig

Saturday, September 12th, 2009

El Final Del Camino by Maria Luisa Murillo. These photos remind me of Westerns. My grandfather’s love for them. All throughout his years. I believe this is why the nickname, “kid” stuck with him. I feel this is his cowboy name. A picturesque quiet view of land. Filled with noise. Comprised of wind. Dust. Guitar solos…

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